Am i gay or not part 2. keep in mind that i have had crushes on women?

I was talking about how i can't view women as ual icons even if i want to. its true. The more paranoid i get about becoming/being gay, the worse it gets. After my panic attack, i started uring myself that it was just hormones and blah blah but my mind kept rethinking thoughts about my feelings towards boys. soon, every attractive boy i saw would leave me transfixed. i would get nervous, my palms would sweat but i wouldn't get ually . when a pretty girl walked by, i would glance at her and just think ''hmm, she's pretty". When i spoke to a close friend of mine, she told me, if you're gay, you'll like male genetillia and feel uncomfortable at the thought of female genetillia. well, she told me this in september and ive been asking myself if i feel comfortable with male genetillia. after a while of just saying no and being somewhat disgusted, i began to have no feeling towards it and now, i dont know if i like it, but i dont get a nervous feeling at all when ithinkabout it