I feel like I can't win.?

If you can't win @ one thing, then try something else. you feel like you have no gifts? that's probably becuz ur comparing urself to so many other people. Ask your friends what they think ur gifts are. tell them to b completely honest. Also, if you want to be a graphic designer go ahead. try it out, if u don't like it, then you can always stop. just stop comparing yourself. it won't help. =) good luck~!